Planetary transits through one’s natal chart and individual reality… are not always pleasant… but they do present one with the opportunity to use the lessons of life to transform negative emotions and to evolve one’s spirit… and to get the ego out of the way… and reconnect with the Creation… and it all resides within… as always… The Great Spirit… that is all of us, and all and everything, and infinite love… which, in my opinion and reality… is our purpose for being here in this illusory reality in the first place.
As you steady, dear readers, can tell… from my tone of late… I’ve been living with some difficult conjuncts and squares… like transiting Saturn activating my entire natal ‘T-Bar’ and Pluto squaring it making it all a jolly grand cross… and a bit of a test… namely for my ego…
A quieter side of myself… yes, I do have one… in the heart chakra area… has managed to quiet my Aries Moon rascal and wiseacre down for a few days now… with calm observations… like, ‘yes, as a mundane astrologer sometimes your prognostications are spot on… just like Nostradamus and Lilly… and all those famous guys…’ Then long silence, and then quiet questions… ‘…and? …so? …does it change anything?’
…I still seem to get caught up in the events like everyone else …and then I begin to lose my impartiality …and after maybe days or weeks of emotional reacting there is a quiet moment …the emotional fogs clear …and there you are …facing your contradictions …again. It seems like some sort of an internal fly wheel or cam… that opens places of awareness… and then closes them for physical experience… now open for reflection and assimilation… that we all constantly are going through… in our lifetimes of evolving experience… thus, it’s true… we never die… we just come around again and take a new course… or repeat the old one that we didn’t quite get the last time around.
…and so it goes through our daily lives …here’s the Saturn transit again …the big ones, conjunct, square, and opposition come around about every seven years …and that becomes the question. What did I not resolve seven years ago? …whatever it was …here it is again, or another version of it …like another layer of the onion of one’s personality …and on it goes as the planets spin.
What brought me to these recent questions and observations is the research that I’ve been doing on the legendary social satirist comedian, the late great Bill Hicks. I’m writing an astrology article on his natal chart that I plan to publish in December on his birthdate. I watched a YouTube video of the uncut performance of his, REVELATIONS, in London, 1993… very brilliant, check it out,
http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=1366476727111157120#docid=5194674120798904744What struck me was… what he was saying about Bush’s (the elder) Iraq war… and all the aftermath… and the repetition of it… and the continuing madness… of all of it… point by point… he relentlessly attacks the social, media, educational, religious, government, financial, military, lies, and slavery that most of us are trapped in… and then it hit me like a shot! He said all this in 1993! Seventeen years ago! …AND ALMOST NOTHING HAS CHANGED!
…and before him the same and or similar points where made by other social satirists like …Richard Pryor …Lenny Bruce …Mort Sahl …Jack Paar …Will Rogers …all the way back to Shakespeare’s dead Yorick, the King’s jester. Thousands of funnier and smarter people than me have made these same points over and over again …for centuries …and for millennium, those who can make a difference and lead us to higher aspirations …we kill them, the Kennedy brothers, Martin Luther King, Mahatma Gandhi, Abraham Lincoln, Jesus, Mohammed, Buddha… why doesn’t it ever change?
…evidently evolution by a series of incarnations …is simply slow …especially when one doesn’t consciously remember the past life… and then one has to start from scratch each lifetime… and go through decades of trial and error experiences… trying to figure it all out again…
George I. Gurdjieff, whose ideas I found during my youth… and have read and studied throughout my life… referred to the bulk of humanity as, “…sleeping machines,” …and that the main goal is to ‘wake up’ and live consciously …and thus realize one’s better potentials and evolve.
From my direct experience… of living and working in various professions in our society for 50 years from the age of 16 to 66… I have confirmed for myself that he is right… 70 to 80 % of the population are total sleep walkers… their opinions being whatever media rumors are circulating at the moment and they’re in the majority of the ever wrong opinion polls… constantly enlisting with ‘us or them’… and basically doing whatever is necessary to maintain the status quo whether it’s insane or not… ‘that’s the way we’ve always done it… those are the rules… and what the polls say’ …and on and on… and nothing changes…
…and from this 70-80% of ‘sleeping machines’ we elect leaders …who are also living an illusion …the ‘successful’ among us are usually those that simply become good at playing the corrupt games that exploit everyone else.
Then there’s the 20-30% of us who are beginning to ‘wake up’ in various stages… who say ‘wait a minute… that’s really not the way things are…’ If you’re a reader of these wiseacrings of mine… you’re probably one the 20-30% of discontents that questions and often rebels against the status quo and obvious insanities… But… we’re always out numbered… and we catch a lot of flack from those who want to stay ‘asleep…’ and just keep things the way they are for… God and Country and whatever… or they’ll break your rabble rousing head!
…then there is the maybe 5% who really do know what’s going on …and then maybe 2% who choose the ‘left hand path’ and the ‘forces of darkness’ and then use this knowledge to secretly influence and exploit everybody everywhere… and another 2% is constantly defending themselves against everybody… as they try and sincerely tell the truth… simply because they’re truth seekers… and they often get assassinated for their efforts…
Then there’s the very small… 1% or less… who finally see through it all… the illusion… and they often just vanish… and then maybe pop up here and there… wherever and whenever they choose… like maybe the recent lady with a cell phone at a Charlie Chaplin movie premiere of THE CIRCUS, at the Hollywood Chinese theater… filmed in 1928… check it out… from FOX news, so maybe take it with a grain or two of salt… you just never know with the special effects editing available these days… it’s interesting, nonetheless;
http://news.google.com/nwshp?q=For some of us… it does change… and we evolve. Others stay in the same ruts for a few lifetimes until they get it… and they change… by an awakening of consciousness… and then by free will choice… they go on to something else… It’s really just that simple. Now, I didn’t say it was easy… There is an old esoteric studies proverb that says, “It’s so easy… it’s the hardest thing in the world to do.”
…so why do I keep doing it? …it’s certainly not for the money from the ‘penny clicks’ of blog residuals from maybe a dozen readers. It’s more like a simple sharing of observations from my path and individual reality …if it helps you or affirms your own observations …then that is purpose enough. Other reasons include …self-actualization (Pluto in Leo generation inclination) …self-therapy and healing through communication, arts, writing (Mercury conjunct Chiron exact in the sign of Virgo) …and all sorts of other aspects and reasons… and mainly because it is a fascinating and amazing exploration of the inner and outer cosmos… that never ends… …and with some individuals like myself …with Mercury in Virgo …one tends to follow the thread through hell and high waters… just to see where it goes.
…enough rainy day ranting…
…may the peace and love of the cosmos be with you…